Life is hard

Strange. When I think I'm strong you uncover my weakness.

Über dem Teppich

There is a Christian parable about a knit carpet. I guess it's Christian but it could be Jewish or anything. Anyway: You've got this carpet and from underneath it all looks messy and strange - weird colours that don't seem to go into a good pattern. That's how life sometimes feels.
But God looks at it from above the carpet and it's the most beautiful design.
I like this parable and I think it describes how I often feel about things in comparison to what they really are. It's those strange things like "love hurts" and "wisdom when you know nothing". You know what I mean?

Beautiful Art

Morning has broken like a good morning. the black little bird is fast in the sky. the sky is grey...listening to lampshade (danish band. GORGEOUS) mirrors my emotions. strength and fragility. holding the sword in one hand. the father holding my other hand.

Happy New Year

Ein neues Jahr. Einige neue Monate. Lange und kurze. Eine Menge Wochen. Viele Tage. Bedeutungslose Tage gibt es vielleicht nicht, aber schlechte, traurige, langweilige, einsame und auch richtig schmerzhafte. Ich will mich darauf vorbereiten, will kämpfen. Für gute Tage. Vielleicht nicht gute Tage, aber für richtige.